Sure.

I get it now.

I can clearly see the years of ‘fire’ I needed projected at me.

I can see the molten spewing

The core burning

The ashes choking

Fumes lingering

Apparently. I’ve contained a fucking lineage of hot, wild, messy and fierce fire within me.

I needed you to burn me long enough and deep enough to wake me up to the core element living dormant within me.

To wake me up to my Soul Fire.

We both know that I will create from these flames

and share the light and warmth

So.

To answer your question.

I will not waste my fire

and neither did you.

~ Ange Arbuckle